Date : Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Time : 10:46 PM
Title : ape Joy?

can i cry?
i have been feeling really really really really really really really down.
i guess it's my breaking point or the emotional rides or even the hormonal changes.

ah fuck lah!



so we had Bahas in class just now.and i was the timekeeper for the first half which was group 1 and 4.i'm telling ya,2 minutes ain't enough!

then it was our turn,group 2 and 3.with topic 'Remaja lebih selesa meluahkan perasaan kepada kawan daripada ibu bapa' and we were the opposing team.

my team mates were nadhz,ilah,jak and wani.i think we did quite well,with a few shockers and artistic moves.but i had to start mine with a pantun;

"cikgu mariam pergi ke kedai,
pergi ke kedai membeli prata.
hujah kami belum selesai,
biarlah saya mempertahankannya."



i was shaking all over.and my legs didn't just felt like marshmallows,it felt like running water.i am glad that it's all over.


it's 11 pm now and i haven't even start on my essay yet.
'Write about a teacher who made an unfortunate mistake which caused a student to suffer as a result' (Q1,Nov 2003) .
my enthusiasm for writing has long gone.and you expect me to write an essay by tomorrow?not funny at all.



plus,
there's always 1 in 73 chances that you will be coming right?